I am so done with people asking me if I'm better now or people gently telling me that it's gonna get better. No it's not. It never gets better. I might be able to get a few peaceful moments, maybe a day or two of happy days, but then it crashes down on me and I struggle to cope. How am I suppose to get better when there are barriers in the health care system that are visibly targeted against the poor. I do not have fifty fucking dollars to ask a walk in clinic physician on a teleconference videocall, last time it was $12 to see the doctor, that I need a renewal. For meds that should be supervised - no one cares. No one helps. I keep getting pushed away.
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